I want a guy…

I want a guy who I can talk to about anything. I want a guy who will gives me his sweatshirt. I want a guy who says I love you and means it. I want a guy who will kiss me in rain, sunshine, and snow. I want a guy who will knows that I say things but don’t mean it. I want a guy who will tells me his problems and let me help. I want a guy who will tell me I’m beautiful. I want a guy who will stands out in the rain with me. I want a guy who will surprises me. I want a guy who will watch movies with me on a rainy day. I want a guy who will remember all the little things I do. I want a guy who will help me face my fears. I want a guy who will let me wear his clothes. I want a guy who will shut me up with kisses. I want a guy who will know when I’m not fine. I want a guy who is simply mine.

You and I

You and I.

Me and You.

Girl and Boy.

Romeo and Juliet.

Bet they never felt the way I felt.

Sonny and Cher.

I got you babe.

I know this isn’t gonna work.

It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt.

I know I don’t want to let go.

I don’t wanna fall.

But I’m tripping in you’re hearts.

And it’s clumsy.

Cause I know I can’t love you.

Theres nothing my hearts can do.

I just gotta stay here.

Loving you.

That guy.

That guy; all of you fall for “that guy.” Who is “that guy”? He is that guy you just started to talk to randomly one day. He told you that you deserve the best. He makes you feel like your wanted for once. He is that guy that will stay up until past midnight just to talk to you. He is that guy that will call you perfect and beautiful. He will text you for hours. He will be just the “perfect guy” and just the guy of your dreams. For once in your life you knew the feeling of being in love. For the first time you felt love. But did he? Is he real? No because he will stay in your lives just to tell you what you want to hear. Then after he gets what he wants or he gets bored, he will leave you. All of a sudden it just stopped. It’s kinda screwed up right? That someone just wakes up one morning and doesn’t want to talk to you ever again. You get no reason and no explanation. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them. You start crying yourself asleep every night. You just ask yourself if you did anything wrong. By day to day you start to blame yourself. You feel useless and just not good enough. But the thing is. It isn’t your fault. Your beautiful and just amazing. There is a guy walking on earth who is dying to meet you. He will love you as much as you love him. So chin up and smile. He’s not worth all your pain. So go out and meet that guy. You are wonderful. No matter what anyone says.

That girl.

That girl that smiles all the time.

That girl that has all the friends.

That girl that always tells the jokes.

That girl that always has a great time.

The girl that is perfect.

Wait, What?

She isn’t perfect?

No.

She is dying inside.

She’s hurt and tired.

Tired of all the drama, boys, and life.

She’s tired of not ever being good enough.

But she doens’t want to look dramatic, weak, or a attentian seeker.

So she keeps it all inside.

Acts like everythings fine but she’s crying at night.

Everyone thinks shes the happiest person they know.

They think that she has no problems and her life is just perfect.

If only they knew the truth.

The Classic Player

You both meet one day. Out of the blue. When you guys first meet he flirt with you. & of course, you flirt back. Because your too foolish to see the lies behind his smile. He will ask for your number. And you give it to him without even having any thought. He’ll text you for the first time. And you smile. Thinking that his into you. You have a flirty conversation and get to know each other alittle better. But, it begins to start being a habit. He will text you “good morning(:” everyday. Maybe depending on his mood he will add “babe” or “baby.” You will talk about how cute each other are. He’ll call you beautiful. Tell you how much he “likes” you. How much he can’t wait to see you. How your the “only” girl. He says he wants to be “more then friends” but is not quite ready yet. You agree and just think that your time will come with him. But you will come to the point where the texts are less common. There won’t be any more smiley faces. Won’t be “who is cuter” fights. Soon the texts will become nonexistant. You’re just another number in his phone. Everytime your phone lights up you hope its him. You get jeslous seeing him hanging out with new people. And talking to the new girl. The same smile, laugh, body language, flirting. Finally, it clicks. He was just using you. His moved on to his next victum. It all becomes real and the hurt becomes worse. You’ll occasionally make eye contact in the halls but it will be awkward. And just like a snap you’re just another stranger. Just two people in this crazy world. All the butterflies fly away. It’s replaced with the feeling of a heartbreak. Not feeling good enough. Worst part. Knowing that he was everything to you. The person you thought about day and night. The person you day dreamed about. But you were absolutely nothing but another name in his phone. He got what he wanted…

Love.

What is love? Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. Love is fragile, love is cruel. Love is pain, love is passion. Love is life, love is happiness. Love is everything, love is nothing. Love is emotion, love is weakness. Love is mystery, love is sensation. Love is affection, love is blind. Love is real, love is unreal. Love is sorrow, love is mistake. Love is unconditional, love is unpredictable. Love is complex, love is pathetic. Love is a game, love is a war. Some people act like it’s a game, but that’s wrong of them. It takes two people to love, not play against each other. Love is not whos right or whos wrong. Love is a feeling or a emotion for someone that means the world to you. But you have to take you’re time finding that person. Remember that some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but are not meant to be together. Remember that any given moment you can meet the person you will be with forever. If I found you. Would you lay with me and just forget the world? Would you love me without fear? Trust me without wondering? Accept me for who I am and not what you want me to be? Would I be your true love? True love is when you can get though anything together. True love is not something you just say. You have to know. Wait for the person that would do anything to be your everything. But that’s the thing. I know I’m no one special, just a girl who’s desperately in love with you.

Life.

Life; there is no true definition of life. Life is everything, and anything. Everyone is the author of they’re own life. Unforunatly sometimes we’re writing in pen. So we can’t erase our mistakes. Enjoy the little things in life. Sooner or later you won’t have a chance to. New York City, The Notebook, Titantic, LA, summer, candy kisses, books, men, women, life choices, soccer, baseball games, eyeline, fries, contacts. Concerts, ferry boats, sixteen, Taylor Swift, money, tall people, short people, cartwheels, purple, the breakfest club, big changes, friendliness, “Life is short, Eat dessert first.” Toll House cookie batter, narwals, water, drawing, crazy kids, teens, laser tag, cookbooks, writing, wishing on 11:11, rainbows, being taken to the zoo, snow ball fights, frosted flakes, strength. So fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a class. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables or sit in corners. Life is gonna be hard. No one said it was gonna be easy. So just embrace it. Forgive yourself. Don’t forget anything. Breathe. And just enjoy the ride…

Before you fly.

Everyone has a chance.

Whether it’s a good chance or bad.

Just take it.

Don’t regreat it.

Whether it’s sneaking out of the house.

Or sneaking around with a boy.

Falling in love or falling in hate.

Whatever happens just take the chance.

Sometimes you just gotta fall before you fly.